Sarge
Even the safe choice can throw you.
Friends,
That year, I’d been begging for a horse.
My grandparents had room, I reasoned, and plenty of feed in that hay field below their house. Why, the animal would be no bother at all! I’d brush it, ride it bareback (no need to buy a saddle), and pick its feet. Yes, I sure would, I assured them. Every single day. They’d never know the horse was there.
Oh, I lobbied hard. Hard enough that my grandmother relented. Partially.
Her compromise? All summer she would drop me off at Four Seasons Ranch in the valley below their home. There, for a couple of bucks, I could ride a horse for hours, unsupervised. Up-creek into the forested hills. Across pastures and over logs. Midstream with the creek’s flow all the way to the Strait of Juan de Fuca.
And I could usually choose my horse from three in the barn’s string: a tall pinto named Chief, who’d lost an eye in a fight for a mare; a sorrel, Lady, who was kind and light on my hands; and Sarge, a sturdy buckskin quarter horse with a kid-toughened mouth and no power steering.
Even pokey old Sarge was bliss. So when I arrived that August morning and he was the only one available, I climbed aboard eagerly, trotted and walked him happily. We were returning to the barn when I pressed him into a gallop.
Fortunately, it wasn’t much of one, so when he stumbled and pitched me, we both survived. Still, I saw comets as my head smacked earth. The impact emptied my lungs.
Sarge nosed me where I lay. Stood vigil beside me until I caught my breath and reached for his trailing reins. I don’t remember being afraid when I re-mounted, though I must have been shaky.
I do remember feeling . . . initiated.
I’d been thrown, and I climbed back on.
(Still try to—whether horses are involved or not. )
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Top photo, above: I’m ten and riding Sarge. Next three, below: Trail rides on others’ horses at Pacific Beach (with my sweet Avie), Rehoboth, NM, and Bryce Canyon.
Final shot: Dressage work on my fifth and last and favorite horse, Weedy. He died years ago, at thirty. Still miss him.
Have an old story for me?
I’d love to hear.
📙 From my BOOKERY, a WINNER!
Congratulations, HEATHER SWANSON! You won a copy of Kristin Hannah’s The Great Alone from my library. Please reply with your postal address, and I’ll mail the book right off to you.
THIS MONTH’S DRAWING is for a copy of the inimitable Jaime Jo Wright’s novel Tempest at Annabel’s Lighthouse. If you’ve never read Jaime’s award-winning work before, brace yourself. This author of gothic, historical mystery novels is, in Library Journal ‘s own words, “in a class by herself.”
Here’s the retailer’s gist:
In 1874, a battered woman awakens atop a forgotten gravesite by Lake Superior. Identified only by the locket around her neck inscribed with the name Rebecca, she seeks refuge with an elderly lighthouse keeper named Edgar. But as Rebecca struggles to remember who she is, she finds herself haunted by the lingering memories of Annabel, a mysterious woman who perished in the unforgiving waves of Lake Superior years earlier. With the spirit of Annabel seemingly reawakened, and an unknown adversary on the hunt to silence Rebecca once and for all, there is more at stake than just reclaiming her own memories. Rebecca must reclaim Annabel’s as well.
In the present day, author and researcher Shea Radclyffe escapes to the lighthouse outside a historic mining town in Michigan, seeking clarity about her failing marriage. Instantly drawn to the lighthouse’s landlord, Shea contends with the vengeful legend of Annabel’s ghost and a superstitious community that has buried the secrets surrounding a decade-old murder. As the secrets harbored around Annabel’s lighthouse unravel, Shea must navigate a fight of torn loyalty, self-discovery, and the haunting forces of love and a vengeance that should have drowned a century before.
An acclaimed “expert in her element” (Booklist), Jaime Jo Wright once again delivers a bone-chilling dual-time suspense novel that will leave readers turning the pages all night long.
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Reply with TEMPEST in your subject line by August 31 to enter. I’ll announce the winner here the first Saturday in September.
Finally, for you campers wondering how to stop bacon from curling in your cast-iron skillet, I have a solution that works every time:
You take away their little brooms.
Love,
Cheryl
P.S. For those of you who haven’t yet read my novel Sugar Birds, now’s your chance to get it for a SONG. Today, August 1, the Kindle version goes on sale for $2.99! You ‘ll find it HERE.










Every genuine horse lover recalls that precise moment with 'Sarge'—the one when the earth seems to knock the wind out of you. There’s a sacred quality to that fleeting instant when they halt, turn, and gently nudge your shoulder as if asking, 'Well? Are you coming back up?' Thirty years with Weedy is a precious gift, but those thirty-year-old horses leave the most lasting hoofprints on our hearts.
I have a horse story for you from age 13…I loved spending part of my summers at a ranch where my grandfather helped out seasonally. He and my grandmother took their two horses with them and I was always hankering to ride. That particular day, I was on Smoky, a black- who knows what kind- of horse, I had ridden in my grandparents’ pasture many times back at home. This day, however, my mom and I were riding together out on dirt roads and through the cornfields (must have been fall, after the corn had been harvested). It was breezy that day, and as we were riding along at a fairly crisp click, the wind picked up a stray corn shuck and threw it in Smoky’s face. He was not happy with that surprise and reared up and threw me. As I landed in the dirt, I heard my wrist snap beneath me.
My mom, bless her heart, allowed me at my begging, to remount and she was leading us by the reins from her horse while I held onto the horn with my good hand. Eventually, some migrant workers employed at the ranch came along, loaded me up in their already heavily loaded Chevy, and took me to the ranch house while my mother managed to follow and get both horses back to the corral. Fortuitously, a great uncle was also visiting the ranch that week and happened to be a physician. (I’m not quite sure how an allergist qualified to set my broken wrist, but he did.)
Once we made it back to town, I donned a cast and was secretly thrilled to think I might get out of PE and practicing piano for the 6-8 weeks it would take to heal. I did get to spend time in the library during PE, but as for the piano? My teacher decided it was the perfect time to learn one hand of Bach’s two part Inventions. 😩
This Jr. high TEMPEST didn’t hinder my hope to someday have a horse of my own, but it did sharpen my ambidextrous piano skills, despite my disappointment with missing out on a hiatus from lessons 😏